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Hiding In The Dark
04:22
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You wont find me
So don’t even try to look
The mask is in place
& the shadows are welcoming
This modern fabricated humanised
& filled world is not for me
I can’t stand pale blue walls
& fluorescent lights
It is to stark, cold & jarring on these weary eyes
I’m tired of the arguments
Or the unspoken tension between us all
No one truly gets along
& my back sports to many scars truly trust any more
You can fight amongst yourselves
I’m not going to step in from now on
I’m to busy licking my numerous wounds
Goodbye
I’d like to say I’ve hade fun but…
Well do enjoy yourselves in my absence
As you destroy each other in your sterile little existence
Oh & if you need me I’ll be hiding in the dark
So don’t even try to look
You wont find me
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Touch the little ones & you will need to forever watch your back because I’m coming
Leave us alone we don’t need your kind around here or anywhere for that matter
You leave devastation in your wake and have the nerve to ask if I have a conscience
I’ll have your head for what you’ve already done
So don’t compound problems or I’ll take your heart as well
So stay away from my family or I’ll kill you
I’ll rip you apart & destroy your petty little world & leave you in the state you left me
I’ll Tear you oesophagus from your throat & feed it to the dogs a fitting reward
No more screaming abuse or barking orders like an insane nazi war criminal
Just go, leave now & never return to the scene of your crimes
The poor broken lives of the people unfortunate enough to have meet you
I’ll pity them for the rest of my natural life
So stay away from my family or I’ll kill you
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The water is running red
The pain is peaking badly
The toothy fish are still hungry
The flesh is being torn away
The muscles will soon be devoured
The white of bones is now showing
Not the easiest way to travel
Backstroking with piranhas
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Heartless
03:41
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I am heartless
Nothing beats within
An empty shell pretending to care
Don’t try to get close
I will accidentally hurt you
And I have seen it
You can feel pain
I can’t even remember what its like
Don’t try to fix me
I am completely healed
Scar tissue betrays it
The tragic past long forgotten
The lack of concern for anything
Impale me where my heart should beat
I won’t flinch cause I have no feeling left
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We Fled
05:48
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We fled from You when they came to kill You
We turned away from the cruel brutality You went through
But we’re the spineless morons You came to save
We didn’t speak up at the face of Your trial
We denied any knowledge of You
As the poultry cackled at us in disgust
Forgive us please
Though we do You harm
We need You now
Without You were nothing
Nothing we’ve ever done
Makes us deserve You
But thanks to Your love
Were washed in Your blood
Now we’ll all live together
Forever & ever Amen
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Future Uncertain
05:09
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Why can’t I see what’s in front of me
For all I know I’m spiralling to oblivion
I feel so lost and unsure about everything
My compass was lost years ago & autopilot is failing
Future Uncertain
How can I climb out of this black, bleak hole
Is there something brighter down further
Is it time to about face with extreme hast
How long can I survive in this tug-of-war limbo
I know I need to be packed & ready for something
But what it could be is completely undecipherable
I need some direction & clues to guide me
I’m sick and tired of this intolerably uncertain future
What’s in store
What’s around the corner
What’s about to happen
What
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Only Good For Compost
07:35
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The flowers in the garden are dying
The petals are all falling
The leaves are all shrivelling
The time has come to pull them out
Well my life is going as well as those plants
The time for me to be picked is well and truly past
I’ve had enough and this pain is intolerable
I’ve learnt my lesson that life is not such fun
I’m sick and tired of this world
I’d love to leave
Oh, compost
Only good for
It’s true
Time has not been so good to me
Of wasted more of it then is fair
I’ve tried to stick to the path
But it’s all just gone pear shaped
No there is nothing left
No, no return to happiness
No jollity anymore
It’ all up hill battle from now on
I’m so sick and tires of this life
Only, only, only good
Only good
Only good
Only good for compost
The plants in the garden
Need such help to survive
With this useless garbage life
I can only help them in one way
By giving up all the vital nutrients
That we all need to survive
We could help them to remain in this life
If we just lay down and die
The plants would receive an influx of vitamins
That would enable them to bloom
A Glorious show of petalled beauty
Due to necrosis and death
We’ll just enjoy the flower show
Of our demise
But there hope! But there life
Continuing in this world, not such a bad price
The garden will survive if we just water it some more
We not need to be compost to aid in its health
Its time to find to reason for life
Its time to get back to the existence of old
And continue on the path to the garden
And revel in the colour and revel in the scent
The new growth and the opening buds
A riot of petalled love and care for the whole world to see
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Let’s Go For A Walk
07:05
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The air in here is stifling & outside is beaconing
So lets go for a walk
Through the backdoor we’ll go & down the path we’ll go
Come on lets go for a walk
The sun outside is shining but I wouldn’t mind if storm clouds
were gathering overhead
Just to be with you I would walk anywhere
Lets just go walk away forever together never to return
Walking through the garden I’ll pick only the best
Flowers on our walk
We could sit amongst them for hours and hours
While we pause on our walk
The bright happy sunflowers, the delicate dahlias, the clambering nasturtiums
We could go and pick some fruit to have a picnic in the garden
Munching on sweetness as the sun beaming down on us
We’ll continue on through the fields to the little babbling stream
On our restful walk
Strolling through the gently swaying tall grass & wildflowers
Come on lets continue our walk
Resting in the shade of willows and poplars
Enjoying the peace of our walk
Listening the melody of the birds
& watching the beautifully painted butterflies as they flutter past
The soft green grass underfoot gives way to sparkling sand
As we continue on our walk
The footprints we leave may fade but our passion wont
Together on our walk
Refreshing rock pools cool our feet from our ankles to between our toes
As we sit for a short while
The rhythmic waves a restful soundtrack for our minds
While the salt spray breaths life into us
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Forgiveness
03:21
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How can you love me
How can you take me back
I’m not worth your attention
I’m not worth your forgiveness
How do you over look by past
How do you take me as I am
I’m not worth the heartache
I’m not worth your forgiveness
How will you accept me
How will you change me
I’m not worth the struggle
I’m not worth your forgiveness
How could I live without you
How could I ever be the same
I love you and your attention
I love you and your forgiveness
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Forest Fire
05:20
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Smouldering embers lay amongst the scattered ash
Ancient trees reduced to charred stumps and guttered logs
Forest Fire
Acres of green devoured by merciless flames
All life fleeing the devastation and horror
Forest Fire
But the seeds in the soil
And the showers from the sky
Germination, green shoots
Revigouration
Regeneration
Remnants returning
Bigger & better
Forest flourishing
Like the phoenix rising from it ashes
The forest rises soon
Overshadowing its former self
With renewed vigour the new growth creates something stronger & healthier then before
Grappling grief
Overcoming obstacles
Flowers in full bloom
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Love Please Return
05:11
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Well another day has past & I’m missing you even more
I wish I could regret feeling this way but I can’t
It’s like an epidemic you have infected me with
Completely nonsensical but we always were
There’s no settling for anyone else since the day I met you
I’m angry with you but I love you, I need you, I miss you
Love please return
Please don’t punish me anymore with your absence
I can’t apologise anymore for what happened but I’ll try to anyway
You’re a vital part of my life, without you there’s a piece missing
We’ve had problems in the past but till now remained inseparable
This can easily sorted out if you would just come home
I’m angry with you but I love you, I need you, I miss you
Love please return
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12. |
Stay
03:29
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Stay! There is something worth waiting for
He’s already been but He’s coming again very soon
Life is too precious to throw away
It’s a gift from the One who loves you
More than anything in this world
More than you could ever know
So stay
Get ready
Things will change
No more hurt
Stay! Love is on its way to you
You have to hang on to receive the reward
Even though you will be tested: LIVE
We’d sorely miss you if you went
He’ll guide you though the trials ahead
We’ll help you though them if you let us
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Joel I Gold Coast, Australia
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